Today is one of the days I feel deeply sad and hurt when no one loves me, no one cares about me, no one cares about what I think, what I want, what I really need... Mom does not care, friends do not care.. My life has been consisted of so many different phases and in no phase I ever feel well treated. How can I always be happy with it? Why doesn't anyone come to think for me from my perspective? I am tired of caring about everyone. I just want to escape from this life... I'm afraid if I continue at this time, I will not be able to control my anger for life... All way long it was myself only lonely with myself, feeling pitiful about myself...
I cried out. Tears will heal my pain...
